Monday, June 22, 2009

HaPPinEsS & PeAcE

Finish my interview just now at ard 5pm and having late lunch at Singpost building downstairs. They are NICE people. Hope I made a right choice. HSBC Insurance. I will get the job as soon as I finish all the 3 required tests. Praise God, He'll never leave me alone. Thank You for Your ON time helps. God is always ON time ~ just like what Windy said yesterday in Penguin ferry during our journey back to Spore :)

Feel so peace and happy. I enjoy myself a lot this whole evening till night. Mom also stopped her nags that have been occuring for almost more than a month. So peace that she will never nag at me again, at least for the next few weeks ><>the only way to go through our dark valley is by keep on walking and walking till u went through it.

This job, for sure, will gonna be hard at the start. But, I believe, I'm gonna make it BEST. Help me when I lose my passion. Help me to spark me again. Help me when I feel like giving up. Help me to persist on and endure some more always. Praise God for Your awesome works! Now, Friz even offered me some part-time job. Something that I really desperate about for these past few weeks. I will get it so soon, just like that, in the blink of my eyes. God You are truly my provider! How GREAT is my God!

Job 42:2
"I know that You can do EVERYTHING, and that no purpose of Yours can be withheld from You."

~Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, nor have entered into the heart of man The things which God has prepared for those who love Him~

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Joy and Faith!

I just came back from Pekanbaru at ard 1145pm...so tired and exhausted...a lot of things happened in there. All the GOOD and the bad. Will never forget the experiences. Built closer relationship to team 12 members, Lily and HuiYu esp. So tired but FUN! A lot of problems occured but we still can laugh and laugh and get HIGH ! XD Love the moments when we laugh at somebody's pants that having hole, laugh at the advertisement on indo tv bout the obat nyamuk bakar vape, laugh about the 15,000 T-shirt that has pic of "stick together" memo, laugh at the "available now" T-shirt, had fun during groceries shopping time in hypermart, had fun when bought dress at number61 shop, had so much much fun eat nasi padang which i like the most, and bought a whole plastic of lombok ijo !!! with 5,000 only !! so fun !!

oh no..it's goin to be 330 am now..tml need to go to sot and have an interview with HSBC with Charles in Paya Lebar @3pm. I believe tomorrow it's gonna be a GREAT day !! I will get so much love and favor from God so that the interviewer also found a favor in me to them. Mom has been so demanding these past few months bout the job. All the BEST for this afternoon interview Elis !! You gonna make it BEST !! God is with you, NOTHING shall against you !!! Amen God !! You 'll help me and be with me and I will be confident and I will surely get the job !! Amen !! Thank You God for the opportunity to have the interview! Thank You for give me the job! Thank You for everything! Thank You for mom let me be what i want to be!. Thank You for your love and mercy. Thank You. Praise the Lord!!

Gonna sleep now. Journey in Pekanbaru last 3 days will be updated soon k. So tired and I need to sleep. Will wake up early tomorrow. Gud nite God. Love You always..............zzzz...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Troubled?

Isaiah 45

2. I will go before you and make the crooked places straight;
I will break in pieces the gates of bronze and cut the bars of iron.

3. I will give you the treasures of darkness and hidden riches of secret places,
That you may know that I, the Lord,
Who call you by your name, Am the God of Israel.

You are my God, whom I obey. Life has been so hard for me. Your promises seem far, tribulations arise from many sides. Hard-pressed on every side. I dont know till when I can survive. Obeying You sacrificing my life. I trust in You. Though I'm not sure which path should I choose. God, hear my cry...

J'adore Gan Eden !

what a title...why i choose this title? after searching for many days, i finally decided to choose J'adore Gan Eden for my blog headline. J'adore = love it, Gan = is a hebrew word for 'garden' symbolizing God's love and favor upon my life, Eden = is 'delight' or also can mean a happiness.

This blog will be full of with my story about ups and downs of my life. My thoughts, my dreams, my feeling, my diary, where I can at least be honest to myself, put down all the mask over me, let go my little fakeness, and be just an Elis.

ya...just Elis... :)

Hope to live my life to the fullest...Be the BEST with God's love and favors being poured down in my delightful life that I love it so much, no matter how it going to be ;) I'm Built to Last !